a married couple on the condition of their marriage

(1)18 minutes of blah blah blah
(2)I’m worried about civil servants
(3)I understand your wife’s love is cold
(4)No way.
(5)I’m 35 years old. My wife is 28 years old
(6)We met on a blind date and honestly got married on the right terms. But that’s natural. You don’t have to love someone in their teens and 20s when you get older. You have a decent face, a job like me, and of course you have a whole family. My father worked for a large company and retired, and my mother became a public servant
(7)I was a little rich because my father was a businessman, and my wife knew that when I was introduced. So I guess the age difference of 7 years would have been okay. I’m over 180 years old, but how could I marry a woman who’s just 7 years older than me? Of course, they married because they looked at each other’s terms and were more secure than love
(8)But yesterday, my wife asked me to have a beer, so I told her over a drink, and she said, “Okay, I’m so indifferent to her. She said she doesn’t care about her hair, what clothes she bought, what she bought today, and she doesn’t go out and talk with her on her day off. But honestly, I’m really not interested. Unless she’s sick, I have to ask her what she’s been doing every day. That’s what the civil servant does. Do I have to go out on the weekend
(9)I was just about to get married at home, and I was about to get married out of social convention
(10)I was drunk, so I just said how I felt
(11)Anyway, they married each other based on conditions. Didn’t you marry me because of stability rather than love? My job is just that, but I lived well, so I lived a house, and the car was mine, and I paid for the wedding. I don’t know what the hell is so frustrating about. Did you date your ex-boyfriend for 3 years and meet me? It wasn’t that I was better than your ex-boyfriend at that time. I was better off than my ex-boyfriend, so I got married on conditions, and what kind of drama-like love do you want
(12)So my wife cried. She was really embarrassed. So I seriously asked her if she loved me and married me, but she said she did it because she thought she was a good man. Me, too. I don’t drink a lot, don’t have tattoos, and they’re stable, so we married each other. What kind of love do you want
(13)I just woke up and haven’t said a word to each other, but I don’t understand