37 years old. How did I become like this

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(2)37 years old. How did I become like this
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(1)A 37-year-old man born in the Year of the Rabbit. How did I become like this? My first job was at 26 years old
(2)But with the failure of the job I wanted and the closure of my business due to COVID, I’m living a really half-hearted lifeMy mid-to-late 30s self is not who I am, but I am still not independent, married, and not a good job or a good salary to achieve somethingAt some point, the relationship became too narrow and I feel embarrassed to share my concerns with my friends like I used to, so I’m struggling alone
(3)Sometimes, I watch YouTube and read books in the library, or if there are people who have the same concerns as me in places like this, what are their stories like
(4)I’m depressed these days. I’m lethargic
(5)I read a lot of success-related books and get inspired, and I dream that I want to be like them, but why am I so mentally struggling these days? I am so depressed and reluctant to find anyone even though I am struggling. I was worried that if I show myself to people around me, even they will get depressed energy from me
(6)Now my parents seem to be watching me at home. I don’t like it sometimes because I’m so sensitive that my parents don’t like it because of me, so I just want to come out and live alone. But my parents, who want me to live alone after marriage, can’t do this or that
(7)I have not saved a few thousand dollars It’s a stock market. There’s no car
(8)Please say something to me

(1)BEFL & 202302140710
(2)I thought everyone in their 30s and 40s was doing well, but it wasn’t. I think many of you are out of money, out of cars, out of whack, out of whack You may feel that way, but I’m not the only one. You know, let’s get our minds together. The sun is up. The sun is up again I hope our hearts are the same as the sun
(3)BEFL & 202302140812
(4)I’m an 87-rabbit woman passing by You’re in a similar situation to me. Maybe because I’m a girl, relationships are smaller. I’m used to spending time alone on weekdays or weekends, not in a relationship But there are fewer people who are satisfied with their lives Today is the youngest day in our lives. If you work hard, you will change a little bit If you live close by, you will be friends. Let’s cheer up, my friend
(5)BEFL & 202302140659
(6)I’m 93 Hikikomori. Let’s cheer up together I hope we can go out of this world next year
(7)I was born in the Year of the Rabbit, too. Cheer up, buddy
(8)Bepple 88 Belt 202302141038
(9)The success-related book will make you feel more inferior and tired, so stop reading that first lol. Please stop reading other people’s success storiesLaughing Let’s look back on our true selves first lol what kind of person I am and what I like! What do you want to avoid and what do you want to fill the rest of your life with! Don’t look at the successful baby bump, but start by looking at your own face. The age at which dementia started was in your 60s. LOL I only have 25 years to live sober. I want to live with Nambang Deng for the rest of my life. I want to live with myself for the rest of my time

(1)- No; there’s no place to complain of the frustration of my heart, so I sit alone in the park
(2)I was so surprised and touched because so many people were interested in the random post Thank you so much
(3)Above all, it’s amazing that everyone who has endured the depressing writing has formed an atmosphere of comforting each other, and thank you again for sharing your experiences and painful memories that you can’t take out with your time
(4)Thank you for every piece of consolation advice for me
(5)After reading all the comments, I’ll reflect on myself for being lazy and lazy, and I’ll make a stronger decision and get out of this shadow positively Thank you again!
(6)My parents, I’m sorry. And thank you