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(1)Review of 6 months after quitting gambling.
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(4)2023.04.19 13.55
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(8)Review of 6 months after quitting gambling.
(9)I am an ordinary office worker in my early 30s.
(10)Reminiscing about the past (though it’s not that distant)
(11)Oh Bom
(12)I have my own car and rent a house at my parents’ house in Seoul.
(13)I don’t have any money saved up on a regular basis. Less than 10 million won, no comb instead.
(14)There is no such person who just spends the money they earn.
(15)It starts in the spring of 2021.
(16)I first started playing Batman Toto.
(17)Looking back now on why I first started,
(18)Thinking about my poor family, it seems like other people make good money through coins and stocks.
(19)I feel nervous and feel like I’m the only one standing still
(20)I have a thirst for money due to a combination of mediocre monthly income and things like that.
(21)I think it started from there.
(22)If you make 1 million won a week for the first 2-3 months, your profit will be around 80-120 won.
(23)He’s just a local farmer who can’t have fun.
(24)By chance, I found out about a private site in the summer of 2021, but I made a mistake here.
(25)I started walking down the path
(26)It’s not just Toto that’s played here, there are also a lot of mini games.
(27)Among them, I started to fall into a power fire.
(28)I made the betting just like it was supposed to.
(29)I still remember the day I first dragged it.
(30)My monthly salary is 3.5 million won after tax. I didn’t lose all 350 in 5 hours on the day I got paid.
(31)When you receive a salary, your parents’ allowance, communication expenses, credit card fees, car insurance, other savings, etc. are fixed.
(32)There were expenses.
(33)That’s why it can’t be solved
(34)It’s been a long time since I received a loan.
(35)At that time, loan regulations were tightened, so I couldn’t get it here because I had a 1-money loan.
(36)40 million won in Geumwoongwon.
(37)At first, I gambled with reasonable thoughts.
(38)You have to hit it with a single hit and get out easily.
(39)The longer you go, the more you hunt at 0% since the win rate is 50%.
(40)With this mindset, you earn and lose and repeat.
(41)In the meantime, my brain is consumed with gambling whether I sleep or wake up.
(42)enter
(43)So how come? 2It’s all a loan from Geumumkwon.
(44)lee
(45)does not exist
(46)I was so shocked that I got 2 more loans from the loan company and even had to pay for my car.
(47)go
(48)All credit cards and long-term card loans that can be taken out are taken out.
(49)I’m even looking into monthly private loans and getting a loan.
(50)If you receive it, you lose everything.
(51)When I came to my senses, I realized that my debt was over 2 muk won.
(52)I couldn’t handle it so I told my parents the truth for the first time.
(53)After hearing all kinds of double insults, they told me to get out of the house, saying I wasn’t even a human being.

(1)I need to show myself working hard again, and fortunately, I met a good lawyer and was able to recover my personal life.
(2)proceed
(3)It gives me hope that if I live faithfully for 5 years, I can leap forward again.
(4)However, I only took temporary measures to maintain my livelihood, but my mental state is still poor.
(5)I’m suffering from a gourd addiction.
(6)Although I have been doing personal rehabilitation for a year, I have made adjustments on and off, but I have not lost anything.
(7)At this time, another problem was that there was no early withdrawal of severance pay from the company that had been in operation for 8 years.
(8)Money worth about 30 million won…
(9)Also, you won’t lose anything over a few weeks.
(10)Personal rehabilitation repayment funds will not be abolished if they cannot be repaid.
(11)Fortunately, after suffering from bitdog for a few days, I moved on to a personal week out.
(12)How can it not end?
(13)My parents are still looking at me with suspicion…
(14)Because I exist in this world and I don’t feel like myself.
(15)Attendance issues naturally arise at work, and even getting angry in the mirror makes me feel a bit depressed.
(16)sit like a person gone
(17)I thought it could be even worse here, but
(18)I also used the sincere image that I had built up from people around me over the years.
(19)40 million won to about 20 people under the pretext that their parents were sick and that they urgently needed living expenses.
(20)I have to borrow money worth more.
(21)Borrow and repay, borrow and repay, and in the meantime, I am surrounded by company employees and friends.
(22)I’m not labeled as a weird guy.
(23)There are rumors that he is a gambling addict, knowingly or unknowingly.
(24)Here again, I enjoy getting my hands on a deer.
(25)It’s not a private loan, people know that, but
(26)A crazy economic creation where if you receive 300,000 won, you have to pay back 500,000 won a week later.
(27)^T*’s interest is just bragging.
(28)As I used this personal money again and again, I was unable to cover my debt, so I took out other private loans.
(29)It becomes a situation where you borrow again and use private loans as your own money.
(30)If I pay off my credit loan every month through repeated personal work outs, I end up with a pig.
(31)About 15 million won that I haven’t paid back to an acquaintance yet.
(32)A monthly payment of 10 million won must be repaid a week from a private loan.
(33)It’s something I brought on myself, but I blame the world and my family for being poor, so I commit all kinds of negativity.
(34)as
(35)I didn’t even write a will.
(36)I told my parents the whole truth one last time.
(37)To my parents, I am
(38)I’m really sorry . I am trapped as a person who is of no help to the world. alive
(39)Anwol beast cub was born in human form.
(40)I’m leaving now.
(41)etc..
(42)Even though my mother was crying and my father was angry, I was too shocked to say anything.
(43)mix
(44)For a moment, I worry about when and how I will die.
(45)My uncle comes to visit.
(46)This is the story you told me back then.
(47)When my father, Goodfather, was growing up, when my uncle was struggling with gambling,
(48)My father paid the debt
(49)Soon, Hye-reum wore it.
(50)Now, Good Father says he is paying back the help he received last time.
(51)So, my uncle gave me a big loan, and my father also contributed, borrowing money from an acquaintance.
(52)Please pay back the deer money.

(1)It really doesn’t feel like I got hit hard on the head with a hammer.
(2)I suddenly think about money, but whether I have money or not, if I live hard, it will take time.
(3)I was able to experience some fun things too.
(4)Even if you don’t have money or can’t enjoy things to your heart’s content, you can still meet, talk, and drink with friends in peace.
(5)You can drink it too
(6)I can love as much as I want.
(7)More than anything, my life is precious and my body and mind are healthy.
(8)I really feel so guilty towards my parents for ruining my life because of my obsession with money.
(9)I’m sorry for causing financial damage to people around me.
(10)I can’t stop feeling guilty that trash like me deserves to die.
(11)About 6 months ago, I was like this
(12)Rather than deciding to endure everything, I gained the courage to just stick to it and live with it.
(13)all
(14)From then on, I started going to a gambling treatment center and it seems like I stopped gambling all at once.
(15)At the company, my image is being tarnished so much that I have to interview executives and write something about it.
(16)I’m going to sleep talking about whether it should be me or not.
(17)I saw that I was reflecting a lot, and no matter what, I was the one who suffered financial damage.
(18)It’s all paid off. Going again.
(19)Every month, I repay the monthly work-out payment (500,000 won per month for 8 years).
(20)If I pay back money to my parents and use other living expenses,
(21)My pocket money is only 30 to 10,000 won.
(22)still . I feel so happy now.
(23)I originally thought that I was a person who got caught up in gambling at a moment’s notice and was someone who needed to be left behind.
(24)Nonde
(25)If there really is a God, he saved us in some way, and we are not destined to die like this anyway.
(26)I’m spying on you
(27)I am so happy to be able to smile at the clear sky.
(28)These days, I don’t have any money.
(29)I can’t even dream of getting married, and it’s only when I meet someone in my late 30s that I can do it.
(30)I want to go through it but
(31)Still, I think I just need to be happy now.
(32)Even if I wasn’t into Power Bull or Private Toto at that time,
(33)I’m always chasing money, so I’m sure I’m destined to end up here someday.
(34)It’s really true that it ended here because I’m single and don’t talk much.
(35)I think it’s an opportunity to live properly.
(36)If you don’t experience this, where your life goes down in an instant because of money,
(37)I don’t know how precious life is, and I think I’ll just live it and never get old.
(38)And the point is that I feel fortunate that I didn’t make any money by gambling.
(39)silver
(40)If I just picked well, I would have this experience later when I climbed higher.
(41)So it will fall even further.
(42)Now I also have a hobby.
(43)While I was addicted to gambling, I gained a lot of weight and turned into a pig.
(44)After finishing work for the day
(45)Take a walk, manage your diet, and go to a coin karaoke room to relieve stress.
(46)Once every 1-2 weeks, I meet up with my friends, have a drink, and just sleep like this.
(47)I was so happy that sometimes tears came to my eyes.
(48)It’s not about rewriting people, people don’t change.
(49)I often hear this.
(50)The basic base is correct to some extent, but I don’t like comments like that with stereotypes and tinted glasses.
(51)If you live as a ship, you will die.
(52)I really want to live diligently and diligently for the next 10 to 20 years.
(53)I want to become a mountain person who believes that people can change.
(54)I’m just thinking about the past and writing it down, line by line.
(55)Source: Gambling Treatment Gillery [View original]