What Gian84 felt when he finished his 30s

(1)Note Gian84 Vlog 202224
(2)It snowed a lot yesterday Today is my 39th Lunar New YearI’m going to visit my father’s grave for Lunar New Year
(3)Lunar New Year was supposed to be the happiest day of the year, but it’s been a long time since I’ve felt that kind of excitement as I’ve gotten older
(4)To be honest, what I felt after finishing my 30s
(5)It means that the emotions fade, but the loneliness becomes clear
(6)Exciting, joyful, sad, and mellow emotions fade, but loneliness seems to be strangely clear
(7)I think it’s similar to the taste. The more you eat it, the sweeter it is
(8)ㅣMy face
(9)It gets used to it and gets dull, but the spiciness is always new and amazing
(10)The reason is that other flavors are felt with the tongue
(11)I heard that it’s not because of the taste, but because of the pain
(12)The reason why loneliness doesn’t get used to it and it’s constantly hurting
(13)Loneliness isn’t an area of emotion, but maybe it’s an area of pain