Mother, I killed a person.


August 10th, 1950, good hearing.Mother, I killed a person.
With one stone wall, it’ll be 10 people.
With four commandos, I’m going to use a scary explosive weapon called a grenade.He threw it and killed it in an instant.
The heavy drinking of the grenade tore my eardrums apart.
Even at this moment when I’m writing this, I can hear a scary roar in my ears.There’s a gain.The enemy’s leg fell off and his arm fell off.
It was such a harsh death.
Even though they’re enemies, they think they’re people.Moreover, I think we’re of the same language and blood race.My chest feels stuffy and heavy.
Why do I have to fight my mother?I have to tell my mom about this complicated and painful feeling before my heart goes away.I think I’ll sit down.
I have a scary thought.
Next to me, I’m trying to turn over in the hot sunlight, waiting for the enemy to come at me, just like many classmates are waiting for death.
The enemy is silent.
You don’t know when you’ll come at me again.
There are so many red soldiers. We’re only 71 people.
I’m scared when I think about what’s going to me.
I want to be in your arms after this war.
I washed my long johns yesterday.
Of course, I had two thoughts while wearing clean long johns.I did it.The white long johns that my mom washed for me…The long johns that I sucked in.
But I changed into clean long johns.I don’t know why I came up with “Sui”.
It’s the number of people who change clothes on the dead.
Mother.I might die today.
I don’t think many enemies will just leave.
It’s not that I’m scared of my mother’s death, it’s scary to think that I can’t meet my siblings.That’s it.But I will live my life.
I’ll make sure to go there alive.
Mother.I’ll live and be by your side.
I want to eat lettuce wrap.
Cold cold water from the spring that makes your teeth ache.I want to drink it endlessly.
Oh! They’re approaching.
I’ll write it again.
Mother, hi. Hi.Oh, no. I’m not saying bye.I’m going to write it again.August 11th, 1950, Pohang Women’s Middle School Battle
– The notebook of Lee Woo-geun, a student soldier in the 9th grade of Dongsung Middle School who died at the time.For your information, this person died in that battle.I think we need to thank these people before we open the all-out war.
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