a man who has fallen out of love with a long-term woman

(1)It’s hard to erase the traces of a long-term relationship
(2)Not long ago, my girlfriend’s mother died
(3)He didn’t die suddenly. He had terminal cancer and died
(4)You need to organize your mind
(5)It was a funeral for me
(6)I can’t take GFRIEND’s sadness deep
(7)I couldn’t tell
(8)My girlfriend’s father divorced when he was young
(9)She started a new family
(10)My brother has an older sister who is five years older
(11)That’s the whole family
(12)A lot of people come to the funeral
(13)I don’t think so, but there’s one person I remember
(14)GFRIEND’s first person
(15)From high school to 24 years old
(16)He’s been dating for 8 years
(17)We met at 26 and spent two years together
(18)I knew we’d met for a long time
(19)As soon as he comes, I hold him in his arms
(20)watching you cry
(21)Honestly, it was more confusing than sad
(22)GFRIEND said thank you and welcomed me
(23)I didn’t have time to share with them
(24)I felt like I was the only one left out
(25)Two days away from each other to fill the empty funeral home
(26)I sat and watched
(27)He stayed in his place
(28)He’s closer to me than I am to them
(29)He seemed to need more
(30)He stayed with me until the day I was kicked out, and he didn’t give me a seat even in the bathroom, and I saw his girlfriend crying in his arms
(31)I felt empty in our relationship for the first time
(32)I’m still trying to understand, but it’s bitter
(33)It’s a mess to write about a girlfriend’s long-term relationship
(34)When my girlfriend’s mother was fighting a disease
(35)We talked about that
(36)Because of the situation
(37)I tried to understand
(38)That ex-boyfriend has a girlfriend to marry
(39)The last day I left in my boyfriend’s car
(40)I felt like I was driving alone
(41)Since then, it’s hard to tell my girlfriend that I’m sad
(42)I don’t think I can do it even if I don’t do itThere’s that
(43)Before I died with my girlfriend’s mother
(44)Promise me you’ll take good care of me. I kept my seat
(45)I don’t think that’s where I am right now, so my legs hurt